Thursday, January 29, 2009

Not a happy day

Today sucks. AF came this morning and I have to admit that I am completely devastated. I know that this being our first cycle TTC we only have a 20% chance of conceiving but it doesn't hurt any less. I'm trying to look on the bright side and have my logical side take over but I just can't ignore my heart. It's just that I was so sure, so hopeful. I guess it just wasn't meant to be.

~trying to stay positive~ At least my cycles are VERY consistent and 25 days long. That is helpful for the future I suppose. And now I'm one day closer and into the next cycle. That's all I got.

I hope that I can learn how to deal with this better. I'm sure it won't get any easier.

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